NONE WILL LOVE THE BUTCHER
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I'm an illustrator at CCAD and I supplement my bills, sense of self and worth via art. I love a boy who loves me passionately. Give me burly men to share my passions with. I want to consume and love. I probably like you. :)

Anonymous asked: Tell you what, I've got a truce. Get on Skype Call and settle this. And we'll fuck off for good. Are you down? - Sythyx

If fuck off for good means shutting down the AC you guys have up, I’ll consider it. Also via text in a group chat so that absolutely nothing can be taken back. 

Those are my terms. If you aggree, I’ll talk to you on skype. 

edit: I’ve unblocked you on skype. I’ll be up for a couple hours. 

Anonymous asked: Speaking of cowardice. Look at all the banning you've been doing. And how many times you've turned anonymous on and off. And how you left out parts of Nein's conversation. And how you've taken down our old conversation, Face it. You're a scared little thing. And you've been up all night worried over this blog shit. You could have turned your computer off and tried to sleep. But no you didn't. Why? Because you're personally more worse than you could ever say we are. You're McLovin' It.

Like try harder. Seriously. Fuckin’ cowards can’t even get off anon hate. The both of you are weak. Yall are pissed off that the community has stayed with me, even though I ‘fucked’ off. Do you have any idea how fucking pathetic yall are being? Flooding my asks, grasping straws? Angry that the ‘view’ you had, everyone hates?

I’d like to say I care, but I don’t. Continue to post asks. I’ll continue to post them, and everyone will continue to laugh. 

Anonymous asked: You sure got defensive over something that I didn't even say directly. All I said was a little example. And then you had to go telling your whole life story over your relationship. Is that secretly a touchy subject for you? Did I strike a chord? You talk shit and hide when you get it right back. There's no denying that. You disable ask and pm, and enable it again anyway. You can't stand to be away. This is probably making your day seeing these asks. Lmfao.

Whole life relationship = three sentences. Try harder. 

Anonymous asked: You stayed here and opened up your asks again? Aw, you shouldn't have. No really. Like, you've got responsibilities to take care of and you stay up all night, and start shitting out call-outs behind a ban/block in public because you can fling shit but you can't take it - and then you feign sick to get out of college. I'd say that's unbelievable - but since you are the same person basically ruined AC yourself - it makes a lot of sense.

Okay, are you bitches fuckin’ done yet? Forreal? I ban you because I can’t even pretend to have the patience to bother with a couple of fucking crazy bitches like yourselves. No one should put up with the shitty people you are. 

insomniacflaaffy asked: Sythyx is a fucking creeper man. Stranger danger radar going off

insomniacflaaffy:

self-aggrandizing-babe:

You’ve got no fuckin’ clue man. Sythyx and her creepy ass fuckin girlfriend. The girlfriend has made two accounts just to ‘gloat’ or whatever the hell it is. Look at this shit:

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wanna be more pissed off? One of ‘ems 19. My age. She can vote for the next gotdamn president of the us of a. 

insomniacflaaffy asked: Sythyx is a fucking creeper man. Stranger danger radar going off

You’ve got no fuckin’ clue man. Sythyx and her creepy ass fuckin girlfriend. The girlfriend has made two accounts just to ‘gloat’ or whatever the hell it is. Look at this shit:

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Anonymous asked: You say she's crazy? Oh, you don't know the meaning of what crazy really is. Or metaphors and sarcasm, I see. You don't need to guilt trip the one who wanted to make it all happen - the one who did. You should reflect on your choices before you speak to her. Of course, you won't though. Oh well. She's an amazing lady. And remember, she'll always have someone who loves her enough to live and die for her. At least I love her enough to never leave her living with a roommate, for example. - S

Nutters, the lot of you. This is sad, even for you sythyx. 

The boyfriend and I have our own timeline. he’s a fulltime paramedic/firefighter in a township two hours from me at a job he loves. I’m in school with a roommate that I’m buddies with. We’re very happy. Don’t compare your unhealthy relationship to mine; you’re grabbing straws at this point. Please vacate my ask box at this point. Your incessant need for the last word is pretty annoying. 

"amazing" isn’t the word I’d use. Obsessed, crazy, and absolutely off the wall fuckin’ insane is the words I used. She tried to diagnose me with a Narcissistic personality disorder on the few weeks she knew me + an angry reply. People who are fuckin’ nuts like her love to project illnesses on other people to justify whatever the fuck it is. 

Anonymous asked: Anon's flooded the Disqus and two came on chat. You blocked one and they both disappeared. That's the only anon I imagine you're talking about. Did you ever unban them? Because if not, then why would we need to be banned again here if we were already banned then? Lmfao.

Nutters, the lot of ye. 

Sieste and I already chitchatted about it, and I said that it was just a coincidence in the end. Your incessant need for the last word whilst yall are creepily hovering over the chat is weird. Please find something else to do. 

Anonymous asked: Part III: Just to make it clear, when I say "you", I'm for the most part speaking in general. Anyway. "... environment where mob mentality happens ..." AC was certainly a place where mob mentality happened a lot. That's something that ought to seriously be taken into consideration. " ... discourage mob mentality when you’re in a position of power ..." That also. I must say, I never saw a lot of discouragement, or any at all for that matter.

Someone who wants to kill themselves will affect their family, not “me”. MY stance isn’t that of how it affects me, its how it affects those around them. Suicidal people are bombs. It is so, so important that they fight because when they go off, it’ll result in the actual death in one person and the literal death of others. 

I never discouraged- nor encouraged because I generally hoped/believe/would think that people would try to have some measure of maturity in their answers. Many did, but what ticked anon, and subsequently you and others- was the loud minority. 

However, much like AC, this conversation is pretty moot. 

Anonymous asked: Part: I [Replies]: Yes, the suicide of another will affect you and those around you. But if you make it about them and if they survive, then you won't have to worry about any of the reasons why it's about you, will you? If someone is suicidal, they're hurting enough to leave everything behind. Of course it hurts you when it's someone you care about. But it's not about you, it's about them. And making sure they're happy and that they fight these feelings of hopelessness and torment.

Anonymous asked: Part II: I could go on to you all night about my opinions on suicide, but I'll keep to your replies instead. Suicide could very well be kept a secret until it's too late - it's fortunate when it's not. That's why I believe personally that one should put aside the "how this is going to affect me", and instead think of how the person who is suicidal is feeling and why, and how you can be there for them, and hopefully be their beacon of light and get them through. It's just not always about "you".

Anonymous asked: Part: VIII [End]: I understand their anger. They could have gone about it differently. So could have a majority of others. If I'm right about them seeking closure, well I hope that at least they did get it. It'd sad that the event happened, and the reactions happened like they did. I still say that it could have at least been questioned, instead of immediately defended like it was. But, it's just too late now, isn't it?

Alas, its too late. What the valuable takeaway is here is mostly to discourage mob mentality when you’re in a position of power, and in a personal scope stop and think before retaliating. 

Anonymous asked: Part VII: How do you figure they were baseless claims? They weren't. Drinking plain bleach, and drinking the same amount of bleach with added water is going to have the same affect. The chemical content is the same. Diluted bleach would make it easier to keep down, I'd imagine. I don't believe that dismisses them wanting to die. The way basically everyone immediately involved reacted is the result of it ending like it did. No one made it better by reacting the same as they did.

Posting albeit having nothing to add. 

edit: baseless claims because from the way I read it- and understood at the time- was that they ingested bleach dilluted with water to make it less lethal. 

Anonymous asked: Part: VI: No one stopped to question their actions or their reasoning behind what they were saying. Most people went on to state how it wasn't the blogs fault and why. But then why else would they say it? Again, it wasn't sympathy. What had happened on that blog, affected them enough to bring them to that point. It could have been a breaking point. People are quick to say it's not their fault - and slow to question how it could have been. Less defense and more neutra discussion could have helped

I agree with everything here. It was a fateful day with a crappy outcome around.